My dear,
Don’t worry about doing it all, you can’t. Don’t worry about staying up to date, it’s pointless.
Skip it.
Skip it all.
Skip the socializing, skip the stuff you do to please others and not yourself, skip the stuff you do because you feel you have to do it, and definately skip the stuff that hurts and belittles you, be it substances or people.
Skip it all.
Figure out what is really important in life and skip the rest.
Falsely yours,
A. Nonymous